Hi Alex, Guess what? One of my wishes came true! I actually saw a wolf in the flesh, in the wild today! Can you believe it?! And it was the most amazing experience ever. MJ was with me, she was amazed too. She was also amazed at the size. She didn't think wolves in the lower 48 could get that big. But when the food is good, I guess they can.
Anyway, the most amazing part was that he (I think it was a he) was standing so still and actually looking at us!! I think my eyes met his and I felt like I was lifted to another plane of existance. Like I was truly connected to this animal somehow. And he stayed there for at least a minute, which feels like a really long time, when you are looking at a wolf.
MJ and I are definitely going back next weekend. I don't know if he'll still be around but I hope so!! I feel like the most blessed person on the planet. I can't believe it. Here I was feeling a little bummed and now I've had this totally amazing experience that so few people get to have. Wow! Love you, Harley
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What am I going to do? I'm so stressed, excited, and overwhelmed. I thought this was never supposed to happen to me. I don't even know right now if it really did. (But I do know, I know it did.)
I was walking through the woods, in my wolf shape and I smelled something amazing. So I followed the scent and stood just a few feet away from the path, staring. It was a girl, and she was what smelled so amazing, and as I looked at her, I knew she was my soul mate. And she saw me. And it took me a full minute to realize she was looking at me. When I did, I high tailed it out of there.
I'm in deep trouble, in so many ways. We're not supposed to be seen by non-pack members, and especially not by non-tribe members. And I need to call my dad and find out what to do. How am I going to find this girl again, and how am I going to meet her in human form? And what do I need to do about the fact that she saw me? My content little life is now a four alarm disaster.